well well well…
i dont really remember the shit i wrote about last time and i dont care to look…
this surgery bullshit is totally bumming me out. my whole summer is fucked..i have more movement..well, a little more..not a whole lot..lets not get crazy, here..as soon as i dont need to wear my sling anymore im going to fucking burn it…jerk. im also starting to mentally prepare myself for physical therapy. thats going to suck, and its gonna suck hard. gotta get through it….its gonna be a cruel six months but i still have an arm, gotta keep that in mind.
so…i went to see xmen:the first class last night…with that guy im pretty sure i previously wrote about…let me just tell you…we’re probably a match made in heaven haha…our last names should seriously be Murphy.
the night started out with me trying to buy my ticket on fandango, but one minute it was unavailable, the next minute it was..so that was a half hour of my whole nights plans being up in the air…..then he was picking me up at my moms house because i am a gimp and i cannot live alone in my apartment as of yet..so ill be spending 700+ dollars a month on rent and utilities for absoutely nothing..cool….so his GPS wasnt working right and he took a few wrong turns getting here…we went to this comic book store for the party before the movie..it was cool..then we went to the theater..he bought me my soda which was very nice and as hes finished paying i found my regal crown card….i need to remember that for next time..now, keep in mind my right arm is in a sling…so im super gimpy, and hes introducing me to his friends, and its awkward because i cant shake hands properly..there are like..ZERO seats…and his friend happened to be saving two seats for us which was super nice :) ….the movie was fucking awesome…and whats cooler? he commentated the movie with me!! it was awesome!!
so as we get up when the movie ended, my flip flop broke. how? i honestly dont know, but it was super broken and i was super bummed…so we had to wait for everyone to leave the theater so i can hobble out slowly, while trying to keep my shoe in tact…then we had to pee, and i was completely grossed out having to go into the bathroom with a broken flip flop for fear my bare foot would touch the disgusting floor. it didnt, but there was a possibility. it took me a good 10 minutes to pee because i had to take my sling off which is a pain in the ass to do with one good arm…then my pants take another painfully long set of minutes…its just a mess…..so i come out of the bathroom and hes helping me gather myself haha like putting the sling on, my hoodie…he was holding my purse( what a good boy!) and as im putting my sling on a cop comes up and asks why im wearing a sling, and i thought that he maybe thought i looked suspicious or something…typical paranoid new yorker…and it ends up his fiance had the same surgery or something and her recovery time is a year and a half…uuuggghhh…i hope my recovery time is only six months as i was told..but we shall see….
so instead of making me hobble to the car with my broken ass shoe, he goes and gets the car and pulls up to the curb and gets out and opens the door for me! he took me back to my moms house, and i cant tell you how much i absolutely despise the whole saying goodnight on the first date b.s….like…what do you do? what do you say? so it was just a bunch of awkward fumbling of words and nervous laughs and ummmm…im pretty sure i SHOOK HIS HAND???? who does that?! i, apparently do that..no smooch…i wasnt in the mood to kiss…haha and i was in a sling and just feeling gross….but hes taking me to see kung fu panda 2 next weekend…or the hangover part 2..not sure which..but it’ll be fun.
:)
i hate you. stop bitching about everything..holy shit!!!
i met a boy. through a friend.
he’s amazing. hes funny. he GETS me.
this is something he sent me:
“well, just be prepared to be treated like royalty”
” im going to do whatever it takes to keep you happy”
like..usually id be so closed off to ANYONE trying to tallk to me…anyone trying to be with me…but for him, i just opened right up..we text literally all day long….hes very sweet,very kind….im just trying to figure out if i halucinated him or not..because hes seriously everything..or just about everything i want in a man….its insane. so i hope that i didnt dream this guy up..thatd be a huge bummer.
but there is one snag thats not really holding me back…its just…odd…but uh…we have the same last name…:/ but im sure that wont really be a giant problem, i just changed my name on my facebook so when it says that im in a relationship with John it wont say my last name…itll say “Nicole Marie is now in a relationship with John Thompson”
:)
What was the first thing you did this morning? opened my eyes.
What is your favorite cereal? frosted flakes.
Would you rather marry a millionaire that is unfaithful or middle class worker that only has eyes for you? middle class.
Would you rather have a job that requires strength of the body or the mind? mind.
How old were you when you had your first kiss? 12.
If you were the opposite sex for a day, what would be the first thing you’d do? jack it. or bone some random chick.
What is the scariest thing that has ever happened in your life (that you can share)? i almost died a few times..but calling 9-1-1 on myself was fucking scary, dude.
Would you ever consider plastic surgery? meh.
What skill do you feel is stronger: your math skills or your english skills? english.
Are you following the Presidential race? no.
Do you consider yourself more of a liberal or a conservative? liberal.
If you could spend a day in another person’s body, living their life; who would it be and why? thats a toughie.
If you had to choose, would you rather be blind or deaf? blind.
Who is the one person who can always make you laugh? my brother.
If you and a member of the opposite sex were the last people on earth, but they looked like Cruella Deville and Mister Ed had a baby, would you procreate? (Just to populate the earth)? wow. this is a really shallow question.
What are you passionate about? art.
Do you believe in abortion? no.
Imagine you’re an inmate waiting on death row.
What would you request for your last meal? no idea.
What is the one trait that is mandatory in a potential partner? honesty.
Where do you see yourself 10 years from now? no idea.
Regret Something You Did In The Past? still trying to figure it out.
Country You Wanna Visit: Egypt.
Way You Wanna Die: in my sleep.
Like Thunderstorms? love.
Get Along W/ Your Parents? my mom. yes.
R U A Health Freak? meh.
U Think Ur Attractive? meh.
Do You Believe In Yourself? meh.
Wanna Get Married? no.
Wanna Go To College? i went and graduated.
Shower Daily? no.
Want Kids? no.
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity? i lost it already.
Do U Hate Anyone? yes..
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue? yeah.
Do You Think You Can Sing? i know i cant.
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater? yeah. as long as the water isnt grody.
Eat Whatever And Not Worry? riiight.
Can You Whistle? yes.
Can You Walk In High Heels? barely.
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On? no.
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods? meh.
Can You Multitask? depends.
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue? no.
Can You Fit In Your Locker? no locker.
Do You Spit? yes.
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke? who gives a shit.
If You Could Wish 4 Anything…What Would You Wish? more wishes.
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear? Clinique- Happy.
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use? Bath & Body works….carried away? i think?
What’s Your Favorite Scent? fresh cut grass.
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could? meh.